Saturday, December 22, 2012

Boys, Buggies, and Matchbox Cars


“Beware that you do not despise or feel scornful toward or think little of one of these little ones, for I tell you that in heaven their angels always are in the presence of and look upon the face of My Father Who is in heaven.  Matthew 18:10

This verse has become one of my favorites over the past few months.  I don’t know, but maybe, it is because I have the great honor of being the mommy of this little guy…



Do you see that face?  That sums him up.  He is a two-year-old BOY!  He is very cautious, yet very strong willed.  So, usually, he is not up for trying many things that he sees as potentially dangerous.  However, sometimes his determination takes over …like when he wants to pay for a new Hot Wheels so that he will be able to open it.  So, last week he reached really hard to put his car on the conveyer belt, flipping head first out of a shopping cart, during the busiest shopping season of the year!  Yes, he was screaming on the floor with what felt like a million people all around us.  Sweet employees finished putting my merchandise on the conveyer belt and proceeded to do an incident report.  All the while, Ella Beth sat in the cart not making a sound.  We finally got to the car and I listened to Ellis cry the entire way home, as did I.  I cried and cried feeling terrible that I had let my baby hurt.  I had failed to protect him.  This happened on day four of Troy being out of town.  He was in meetings, so I knew I could not just call him to help me feel better.  About half way home, as the Lord always provides for me, Troy called.  I told him what happened.  He quickly rebuked the way I was feeling about myself, telling me that Ellis was a boy and it was good for him to fall out of the buggy.  He insisted that Ellis would be more careful the next time.  (I am so grateful for a husband that encourages me!)  We got home, I loved on that baby, and he was back to himself!  He had a small mark on his head, but acted completely normal!

 It took my pride being hurt to remind me that no matter how hard I try; I am not capable of always protecting my children.  But, I have a gracious Father who stands in the gap for me.  And, my babies’ angels ALWAYS see the face of my Father. The Creator of heaven and earth loves my children, and yours, so much that He created angels that watch over them and they always have access to Him. What a sweet, sweet blessing!   My ultimate responsibility, as their mommy, is to show them that same face, the face of their heavenly Father!  

Praising our Protector,

Brittany